7.11.08

The other

As much as I belong to Him, I am allowed others. So is He.

I played with one of my others tonight. My other wants to be a bottom sometimes, so I let the other tonight. The other envisions standing before me, naked and afraid. As the other should be. Once I'm left to my own devices, I can be tough on them. I belong only to Him.

My other asked me for direction. While I'm naked before the other, I make the other get down on the other's knees and suck my clit. The other is a good boy; the other does as the other is told. I even move the other's face to the places on my clit that I like best. Ummm, good boy, the other is making me feel weak. I next direct the other to put the other's fingers in my cunt. The other's fingers in me, the other's mouth on me, are beginning to make me bend, as if I cannot stand up anymore.

I ask the other to fist me. The other is too afraid, and the other backs away in order to adore me. I have to be careful not to push too far or else I won't get to keep my other others.

The other adores me with the other's mouth and fingers. I'm getting closer to coming. The other knows this, and moves the other's other, last hand to my ass. The other is putting two fingers in my ass, the other's most-hand in my cunt, and keeps the other's mouth on my clit.

I can't do anything but fuck the other's mouth, the other's fingers, the other's hand.

I wish He could see this.

6.11.08

A way to fix Him

He is not doing well. There's a lot going on for Him. I want to distract Him. Here's how I want to do it.

In His house, I am not allowed to wear shoes. Also, when I enter, I must immediately remove my clothes. I know when I am there, I am His possession. I duck my head down and wait for His commands.

He will want His cock in my mouth. I work hard to be sure that He can fuck my mouth deeply. I must stay still and take all of Him into me. I want to touch His body, but I know that I am not allowed. I want to rock my body some. No. I know the answer is no. I love the feeling of His cock in my mouth. I know that I am His possession. I am His pet.

He is angry. He had a bad day. I turn once He finishes in me. I know where He wants me now. He wants my ass. I am lucky that He wants me again. He uses a lot of lube to be sure that He won't hurt me. I love that He loves fucking my ass. I feel full of Him. I take all of Him into me.

I'm not bound this time. But I still know my rules. I am so grateful to have Him. I love Him in me. I feel empty without Him.

And, again, this is what I was born to do. I was born to fuck Him.